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© mary vollero, 2017

Lightning

a collaborative poem

Lightning and thunder
Someplace where rainbows begin

Kisses from above

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The Hill

a collaborative poem

Sometimes we think we might’ve done it better.
It could be about the cats, but it’s not.
Other times we can’t believe we’ve done it so well.
Like the day the red peonies from my grandma finally opened…
But then we’re just doing the best we can after all
and there is the morning sun hot on the white cotton sheet.

I am in love with this view out my window
the round hill across the valley
shaped like an oval platter
overflowing at a thanksgiving table
green, green trees,  leaves
under the puff marshmallow clouds
moving slow on the flat blue

I am in love with you too
though I admit at times
I thought of should’ves
thought I knew better how
we could’ve.
But the blue bird lands on the line
between me and this green hill
and I wouldn’t change a thing.

Box of Chocolate

You read me poems about birds
mountains views
all the beauties
and even women
you once knew.
Rooms you rented
clothes you removed
in a hurry or slowly.
I cry stop
write a poem for me,
that doesn’t morph into doubt
or end in regret.
Spare me the details
of her
and her yeses and nos
longings
wrapping arms and legs
skin, eyes, kisses
lest I fall in love too,
with every woman you ever knew.
They aren’t too many
or too few
I would send them all
a box of chocolate.

Fear

At first
I couldn’t climb the old wooden ladder
round pegs to the storage loft
afraid I’d fall out the window
tree tops, three stories high.
Then, one cold night
desperate for my comforter
I braved it
froze at the last step
but only as long
as a prayer
not as bad as
the Vatican Dome
after climbing up
and up
single file stairs
to the sudden opening
only a thin rail
between me and 400 feet below
I backed up to the wall
slid to my knees on the cold tile floor
paralyzed
until one kindhearted
talked me back to the stairs
told me,
“It happens sometimes,
It’s really the empty space 
that scares people,
not the height.”

Today, I’m up and down this ladder
above those trees that bend to the wind
stuffing old blankets, drapes,
bedspreads from my mom,
too big, too small, jeans and jackets
into plastic bags for donating
tossing them to the floor below
each thud a relief
as I look back
at the empty space I’m creating
without fear.

Roadkill

In Pennsylvania
it’s not always a deer
or a groundhog
sometimes a fox
Days or weeks ago, a shock
I still flashback
a wing straight up
waving in the wind
like a flag
on the double yellow line
the hawk’s crushed heart
behind feathers.
Dear God
let me fly to love like that.

Lake Dream

Another night
past three
legs aching
covers on and off
if you were here
you’d calm me
like in my dream
you took my hand
and we swam in waves
on the lake of my maiden name
where herons roost on trees
that grown out of the water
and we pushed off their branches
into the deep
as blue as Van Gogh’s starry night swirls

What the Trees Told Me

On the way to the Women’s March, 
January 21, 2017

Every time I fell asleep
we’d hit a bump
or our bus would pass a truck
I’d wakeup
       Oh my God, we’re going to die!
So, I gave up on sleep
and stared through the glass
to black night
and imagined a dream of love
before the light
before the sky
began to show
the blue gray fog
a backdrop
behind the trees
standing
trunk to trunk
their branches
reaching for light
weaving together
unbearable beauty
and a song
that when we stand together
we’re as beautiful and strong.

Remembering Mom

Mom I thought of you today
while I shoveled
heavy wet snow
at first resentful
the only woman in my building
till I remembered
that photograph
I took of you outside
in Dad’s red plaid coat
and your brown beret
I surprised you
caught you
breathless and pretty
with a shovel full of snow.

I thought of you last night while
on the dance floor by accident
I tried to back up
explain I don’t really know how
but he took my hand
said we’d be okay
maybe we were
though I was worse
than awkward
I couldn’t help but smile
to think my mom
a dancing star
a jitterbug queen
even in heels

And yesterday at the office
when I passed the plate of cookies
I remembered
you explained
you had to start right after thanksgiving
like your mom
filling cans, tins and trays
with tree-shaped, bell-shaped spritz, butterballs, pritzels.
I remember the baking butter smell
before I even opened the door
running in from the cold after school
to you exhausted
rolling dough
for nut-bread, poppyseed, apricot
tears and flour
like paste on your face
because you said
you couldn’t as many as Grandma made
for everyone she knew.

When I Heard Leonard Died

When I heard Leonard died
I was with old friends
and my x-husband was there too
and we hugged
and cried
like we hadn’t done for years
while a woman too young to know
stood up and sang
Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah

When I heard Leonard died
I could see the drops of rain
on the windshield
Thanksgiving
thirty years ago
when my first love and I
listened to Leonard sing,
“Dance me to the End…”
as we drove to New York City
for the job interview
I knew would take him away
though it seemed
a fiction
when our hands rested
together
between the seats

When I heard Leonard died
I put my hand over my mouth
for a long time
like I was shocked
but I wasn’t
I knew he’d leave us soon
when I sat with my friend
in front of the speakers
he took off his hat
and I took off my socks
and Leonard sang
“I’m ready my Lord”
and I fell in love
listening to his voice
and the violin
and the choir
and the organ
like we were in church
and even though I knew
he’d have to go
I said a prayer
that he’d return.

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